Ya know, its funny how losing weight and gaining confidence go hand in hand. I find it quite ironic, really. You become more of a person by becoming less of a person. At least thats the way I felt. I felt so invisible when I was so overweight, but yet I was very visible. I didnt see me and no one else did either. What bothers me is when someone I havent seen prior to my surgery, doesnt mention or notice my weightloss. To me that meant that I didnt matter enough for you to notice me............at all.
You notice me now, though. You see,along with drastic weightloss comes an incredible awakening of your sexuality and the power that comes with that. I feel like everyone is drawn to me now, whether it be male or female. I find myself flirting with everyone, whether it be conscious or not. I like to tease and titillate. I find myself walking differently so as to draw attention to myself. I NEVER wanted attention before. Now, I am a seductress. I put myself in situations where I will be noticed,good or bad. Hell, you're gonna pay attention to me and you're gonna like it, damnit!
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