Steady diet of.....................You fill in the blank.

Damn, here we are in July of 2012. Where the fuck did half this year go??? As I sit here on a Sunday afternoon watchin a marathon of "Frasier", I felt it was time again to login and sound off. Well, let me tell you. It has been a whirlwind of experiences for me. My friend actually gave me an idea for a calendar called "Cock of the Month". Umm, uh, there's not enough months on the calendar for that. Just sayin'. I feel like this blog has become more of my sexual escapades and self-discovery, rather than my lap-band experience. But, then I realized that this IS a part of my lapband journey. My surgery has brought me to this place of awakening. Without it, Id be sitting here at over 300 pounds by this time and wallowing in self-pity and disgust at what Ive become. Instead, I sit here feeling confident, sexy, desirable, and loved, believe it or not...........still wondering what Ive become.