Wow, has it really been a year since Ive posted here? Doesnt seem like that at all. Time is flying and Im trying to get everly last bit of fun in that I can.
Anyway, so much has chaneged since last time. My life has gone from a sexless, unfufilled life to a sex-filled unfulfilled life. But, wait,its not as sad as it seems.
So, I asked my husband for a divorce in April, right after I met up with a younger guy and decided that this would be my first re-entry into the wonderful world of sex. It was a re-awakening of sorts. Ive written about this in my past blogs, but felt it was time to re-visit. Im still friends with him and will always have some kind of connection because of the experience. It was nice to feel desired after all that time of not feeling like I was sexy to someone. It was nice to see a penis again, a hard penis that is. It was nice kissing a goodlooking guy with a hot body. Ok, let me stop. Its getting hot in here, so take off all your clothes.................ok, you know how the song goes. But, I digress.
I must say that sex has its ebbs and flows depending on the partner and what theyre into. I, myself cant stand a quiet man. I like it rough and hot and nasty and I like the dirty talk. I wanna hear you moan and tell me how good it feels, whether youre doing something to me or vice versa. I dont wanna guess if your coming or not. Shout it out!!
I like it to be passionate and exciting. Now, Im not saying that I will do all that, so dont get crazy. I have to be comfortable with someone in order to let go of my inhibitions. Im still not comfortable with my body and I still hate these fuckin thighs!! But, I try to remember that my partner likes what he see or he wouldnt be there. Ah, these issues are here to stay.
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